2 posts tagged “sadness”

I am going through that time again.  The time when I have to say goodbye and wonder.  I should be used by now but I'm not.  I guess the worst thing about it all is uncertainty.

I am feeling not so good.  I could easily crawl under a bridge and cry myself to sleep on some cardboard boxes.

:o(

Somebody tagged my sister on some Facebook pictures.  On them, I saw my sister with some friends and my niece.  My niece was probably a year old on those pictures.  She looks so cute!  I realized just how much I miss her.  I have been a part of her daily life ever since she was born.  I remember her birth day so clearly.  I loved the smell of her baby clothes.  It has always been a joy to have her around me.  She is kind of a Mini-Me.  For the past 5+ months I've been away, and I only got to be with her (and the rest of my family) for less than 2 weeks in August.  I've missed lots of her latest milestones.  She's taller now, she's reading, and she's even writing my name!  She's loosing teeth, and she seems more interested in arts and crafts than being outside riding a bicycle.  I am really sad now thinking about her.  Hopefully, I'll see her soon and this emptiness I feel inside when I think about her will fill up once I see her again.